‘Walker’ Gets Back In The Saddle with Episode 2

After a pilot that caught my interest in some surprising ways, the second episode of the new CW show ‘Walker’ managed to sustain that interest, mostly by continuing to explore the characters’ psychological reactions to loss as well as give us more insight into their relationships. There was also a case-of-the-week, which gave us some exciting moments, and a little progress on the main mystery of what happened to Walker’s wife, Emily (Gen Padalecki), but what sticks with me most are the emotional beats.

And an odd craving for queso.

There was again a flurry of articles and interviews about the new show, including Keegan Allen (Liam) taking over the CWWalker Instagram account for the day. He clearly had a lot of fun doing that, with many of the cast also getting into the act, and even including some fanart. I’m only including one because I saw @StabGigi say she was thrilled to have her awesome art included. It’s clear the cast and crew are getting along great, and the same sort of cooperative atmosphere that Jared and Jensen established early on for Supernatural are something that Jared has clearly taken to Walker.

Art by @StabGigi


Before we get to the emotional moments of the episode, a brief case-of-the-week synopsis: A man is killed by a falling beam in a raging horse barn fire, along with some hapless horses, which Micki (Lindsey Morgan) is assigned to investigate (interrupting her romantic interlude with boyfriend Trey (Jeff Pierre), alas). She pulls her partner in, though we quickly find out from Captain James (Coby Bell) that Walker is technically not a Texas Ranger at the moment, since he needs to be re-certified. Walker (Jared Padalecki) and Micki ace the shooting range part of the partner recertification, but Walker freezes when it’s time for the riding portion, spiraling into memories of Emily gifting him with a custom tooled saddle and saddlebag with their initials carved into the leather. Despite Walker being ‘off the case’, he and Ramirez have already begun to think of each other as partners, so she consults with him on the case anyway. They eventually figure out that the stable owner burned it down to kill his injured racehorse for the insurance money before anyone knew Texas Nightshade was hurt and losing value. The jockey, however, couldn’t go through with it and let the horse run free to save it. Walker is able to find the horse and overcome his hesitation just in time to ride in to save the day, pulling Micki up behind him so the two of them can stop the bad guys from getting away. Captain James counts the heroics as Walker passing his riding test, which I have to agree with. Pretty impressive!

Meanwhile, in the emotional part of the episode, Walker is still having frequent flashbacks to happier times with his wife, remembering when she gifted him with the beautiful saddle that he can no longer bring himself to use. It’s poignant and painful that he carries it around in his pickup truck but can’t bring himself to ride with it. When he goes back to the house that he and Emily shared, he pictures them there as a family when the kids were young, establishing a home with the kids’ handprints in the concrete on their front walk. The handprints are still there today, but much like the saddle, it now brings Walker more pain than joy.

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Once again, I appreciate the way this show explores grief. It is painful, and while we want to hang onto the things that help us remember our loved ones, it also hurts to do so. I get the feeling that Walker’s past year has been spent mostly avoiding those memories and the feelings they bring, so now that he’s back, he’s finding them all fresh and raw and overwhelming. I feel for him, even when he’s screwing up and hurting other people with his not-so-healthy coping mechanisms. He’s suffering, and Jared Padalecki shows us that vividly.

Walker’s ongoing struggle to reconnect with his family continues to be excruciatingly slow and difficult – which also seems realistic. The fact that he’s constantly distracted by his own emotional turmoil and thoughts of the past means that he’s not very good at being present for his children – which is exactly the problem they’ve had with him for the past eleven months. Instead of joining the family for breakfast, he goes to his old home first (finding beer bottles and a window pushed out, evidence of Stella’s propensity to come back and party there in an effort to deal with her own grief) so he arrives late to family breakfast. He hasn’t been there to be part of their established routines – which are so important to children who’ve experienced loss and trauma – so his parents and brother have stepped into all those roles. Liam is the one who knows that Stella has a game that day and the one who takes the kids to school. It’s clear that Walker wants to do those things now that he’s back, but he’s still not paying the kind of attention that those responsibilities require, and the kids are reluctant to trust him and depend on him.

Walker steps in it again by announcing that they’ll move back into their old house without asking for Stella (Violet Brinson) and August’s (Kale Brady) input, which makes them feel like their needs are being pushed aside.

Stella: Does it matter to you where we wanna live?

August, ever the peacemaker: I’m good wherever you are, Dad.

Liam takes the kids to school and Walker is left in the now-empty kitchen, alone, not even able to find his customary mug. The mug is an obvious but somehow effective metaphor for just how out of place Walker is in his own family, unable to find where he fits now after so long away. Again, I felt for him, even though his kids are both reacting in realistic ways to what they’ve been through.

Stella is in full-out rebellion mode, sneaking out to party with her friends and taking a stand with the soccer coach. Stella and Isabel (Gabriela Flores) are both benched from actual soccer games since their arrest, something that has had serious consequences for Isabel’s family now that “ICE is sniffing around.”  However, with a recruiter coming that night, the coach puts Stella back in, but not Isabel. Stella refuses the preferential treatment.

Stella: It’s gross that he’d treat you differently than me. I’m not winning him a game. If you’re not playing, neither am I.

The treatment of these real-life issues is earnest and sometimes a bit on-the-nose, but nevertheless I’m glad the show is exploring them. Sometimes popular media is a great way to expand perspectives without raising defenses, and that’s how change can be made.

Stella can sometimes seem like the stereotypical “whiny bratty teenager” but so much of her anger is understandable. She lost her mother, a huge trauma, and then she lost her father too, when he essentially abandoned them. Yes, it was for a ‘legitimate’ purpose, for his job, and he needed to work to support the family. But he probably didn’t need to be out of touch and under cover and physically away for almost a year. Even if he did, as his child, her anger would be pretty normative. No one ever said it was easy being a parent, after all.

Meanwhile, August signs up for AV club, wanting to follow in his mother’s footsteps and continue the interest in film and photography that he shared with her. He also seems to want to sign up for some more time with a girl named Ruby, which made every Supernatural fan go oh no, be careful, August! (For those who aren’t SPN fans, Ruby was the name of the demon who manipulated Jared Padalecki’s character, Sam Winchester – and how Jared and Gen Padalecki met).

August’s coping strategies for dealing with his mother’s death are in marked contrast to both his father’s and his sister’s. He’s described as sensitive, and he’s more in touch with his emotions than they are even though he holds them in. Instead of avoiding his feelings about his mother, he’s actively getting in touch with his fond memories of her, even making an autobiographical film to help him remember and celebrate her.

Walker’s relationship with his little brother, Liam, is also explored more in this episode. It seems like they were close before Emily’s death and Walker’s sabbatical, but there’s now tension between them. Liam stepped up to take care of the kids and is also angry that Walker was gone so long, and quickly runs out of patience for his brother’s level of distraction now that he’s back. Walker misses their planned lunch, and then doesn’t answer his phone, so Liam has to go find him to let him know that Stella didn’t show up to her soccer game. That does give us a chance to briefly meet Liam’s fiancé Bret (Alex Landi), who joins him for lunch because he correctly assumed Walker wouldn’t show – and wants to get them both out of Austin and to NYC (and possibly away from the kinda controlling Walker family). That’s sure to be fodder for drama eventually.

Walker and Micki find Stella throwing another party at their old house. Stella stands up to her father too, telling him that she shouldn’t get to play in the soccer game if she messed up, and maybe it shouldn’t be so easy to get a second chance for him either.  When Walker insists that this is still their home, Stella throws some old resentments at him mixed up with intense longing for her mother.

Stella: Are you leaving books on my bed that are important to talk about with me? Or are you gone, like always? You weren’t here the first time around. I wish Uncle Liam had gotten custody of us when he tried.

Stella is afraid to trust her father to be there for her, no matter how much he says he wants to. Her revelation about Liam enrages Walker, who confronts his younger brother and shoves him to the ground. Soon they’re wrestling, for real this time, throwing each other to the ground and yelling accusations.

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Walker: You tried to take my damn kids? You had no right!

Liam: You went dark, that’s negligence! Mom and dad agreed. I didn’t want them to be orphans, did you? I wanted to protect them. Even now you’re not here. They need you, and you’re chasing ghosts!

Walker insists that some things just don’t add up, but Liam doesn’t back down, grabbing his big brother by the neck to try to make him listen.

Liam: What answer could possibly satisfy you? It’s never gonna make sense that she’s gone. You will lose everything if you don’t stop searching for something that’s not there.

Padalecki once again does an amazing job of showing us Walker’s pain and frustration, and Keegan Allen similarly shows us both Liam’s anger and protectiveness as well as his love.

Walker’s relationship with his friend Geri (Odette Annable) is also touched on a little. He goes to the bar after he’s unable to get on the horse and pass the certification test, and bonds with Geri over how much they miss Emily.

Walker tries to make a joke of “I may not be quite right in the head,” but he also more seriously confides that when he’s at home, he can’t think about anything but his wife and what happened. In the exposition of this scene, we find out a few more details about what Emily was doing at the border. Walker told her how not to get caught when leaving food and water there for migrants, and how to avoid the cameras.

Fandom immediately passed around some news articles about this real life situation. People do try to help by dropping off food and water at spots along the border, but they are targeted for arrest by border patrol agents, who also sometimes destroy supplies left for migrants. Again, it’s an important real issue to tackle in fictional media, that may raise some awareness.

We also confirm that Emily was with Geri that night. And Walker’s confusion about why Emily’s eyes were closed when they found her? Geri solves that mystery, saying that she did it, that she couldn’t leave her like that.

Geri: To that, at least, you have an answer.

We get a little more insight into Ramirez and her relationship with Trey in this episode too, though I’m hoping we get lots more. He eventually tells her that he’s not signing on to serve again and thus will be around a lot more, and while she’s happy, she’s also apprehensive.

Micki: I’ve never really done this, have always been pretty solo. I’m one of the first women of color [Rangers] ever and I know things have changed, but you know change doesn’t happen quickly.

Trey: So I’m a distraction? What, only a little? (He takes off his shirt and holds out her hat in a well done moment that explains why Keegan Allen kept calling Jeff Pierre the cutest cast member in his Instagram takeover yesterday).

The show is slower to tell us much about the other regular cast. I’m accustomed to Supernatural, which for most episodes had a core cast that was quite limited. The up side of that is that we got to know those few characters intimately, starting from fairly early on. Walker has a large ensemble cast, all of whom have the potential to be interesting characters, but it’s going to take quite a few 42 minute once-a-week episodes to get to know them.

Captain James is one of those potentially interesting side characters. When he tells Walker that he needs to be re-certified, he also criticizes him for his facial hair. You get the feeling that scruff is part of Walker’s refusal to do things ‘by the book’ and that part of the dynamic between Walker and his new boss will be a struggle over how things are done.

Micki (deadpan): Maybe you should’ve shaved.

(Lindsey Morgan and Jared Padalecki are both excellent with humor, especially the little half-under-the-breath comments like that)

Walker when informed that he has to be re-certified and Micki reminds him that they have to take the test together, for partner accountability: I’m a little testy… See what I did there?

Both those little asides landed perfectly, thanks to Morgan’s and Padalecki’s delivery.

James points out that it’s his first year as captain, so he can’t let things slide. (He’s dealing with similar pressures to Micki, both feeling like they have to be extra perfect just to counteract the stereotypes that predict their failure. Both James and Ramirez are also more aware than Walker of how much is wrong with the current culture and how much law enforcement is part of that.)

James: We need to do better, I can’t cut you any slack. We have a chance to be on the right side of history.

He’s also not very happy that Walker is once again looking into the footage from border control, since someone confessed to Emily’s murder already. Walker uses James’ own words back at him, reminding the captain that “sometimes we get things wrong.”

James: Your family has been waiting on you all this time – that’s where you get things right.

It’s a nice exploration of what I hope is an ongoing theme for the show – that most of us, and most of our institutions, do in fact get things wrong sometimes. The key is to recognize that when it happens – and try to fix it.

Walker appeals to me mostly as psychological drama, but it is still a show about Texas Rangers, and we got some impressive action scenes that reminded us that Jared Padalecki and Lindsey Morgan can be badass. They both kill it at the shooting range.

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Walker: Still got it.

Walker takes his driving test like it’s some kind of test of his own badassery, roaring around the cones and leaving the poor woman administering the test beside him clutching the door handle and looking more than a little terrified. (For Supernatural fans, it was great to see Jared get the chance to spin out and drive fast for a change, and it also reminded me of the iconic scene where Dean Winchester does a reverse 180 in the Impala and the woman sitting beside him looks like she’s petrified and impressed simultaneously).

Walker (cheeky): Did I pass?

We see the growing closeness and understanding between Walker and Ramirez in this scene too, as she watches and can’t hide her gleeful appreciation of what he’s doing.

Walker is also a Western, after all, and in this episode we get to see more horses. That makes me happy, since horses are the most beautiful animals in the world in my humble opinion. After Walker can’t bring himself to ride for the recertification, his own discomfort spooking the horse, he confesses to Micki that he’s carrying a sugar cube in his pocket for the next time. He also tells her, in a rare moment of openness that shows the partners’ increasing trust, that “I’m stuck, there’s no place to fit back here. The horse, the saddle, it just makes me remember that night.”

Ramirez empathizes, even though she has no solutions, but she tells it like it is.

Micki: I’m guessing you’ll always remember.

That’s the thing about grief, you WILL always remember. Grieving is not so much about forgetting as it is about adapting. About eventually being able to remember the person you’ve lost with both fond memories of the past and still some sense of sadness over not having them with you for the future. Walker’s not there yet in his journey, but Micki is right.

Walker makes some progress in his own adaptation in this episode. We see Texas Nightshade wandering down the main drag of Austin, and someone has to catch him. Walker volunteers, while Micki goes after the bad guys. Walker is slowly finding himself, and reclaiming parts of his identity that have been challenged.

Walker: I may not be a Texas Ranger, but I’m still a cowboy.

Everyone watching: Damn right!

He grabs his rope, follows the horse’s tracks, and catches up to him after a very pretty scene of long-legged Padalecki walking through a stream bed.

Walker puts the sugar cube to good use, bridles the beautiful horse and pets his nose.

Walker: Yeah, you’re ready, let’s do this.

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He’s speaking to himself as well as the horse. As Micki and James are in a gunfight, Walker gallops up, with one hand smoothly pulls Micki up behind him in the saddle, and they race after the bad guys. Micki leaps into the car and kicks their asses, and they don’t get to the plane or make their escape. Teamwork!

I’m guessing that part was stunt riders, but damn, that was an impressive scene!

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Walker gets his recertification, and his identity as a Texas Ranger, solidified. He also makes some progress with his family and solves another part of the mystery.  August gives his dad the gift that Emily was planning to give him on Father’s Day – a wooden case of poker chips.

August: She kept a few of the chips so she could show people.

Walker pulls out the one he’s kept in his pocket all this time and replaces it. (There are still a few missing, it looks like, so hmmm).

Walker opens up a little to his son, saying he’s turned around about a lot of things right now.

August is the kid who tries to be the parent, and it breaks my heart. He pats his father on the back, reassuring him.

August : I know, dad, we’ll figure it out.

Shades of Dean Winchester, for you Supernatural fans out there.

Having learned at least a little from his mistakes (and listening to his brother), Walker gets up earlier the next morning and is cooking breakfast as Stella comes down to the kitchen. She gives him the cold shoulder when he asks her if she’s seen his favorite mug, and Walker manages to do some pretty inspired parenting, pulling out his phone and texting her.

Butterbean, have you seen my mug?

Don’t call me that.

I should have asked where you want to live.

I miss mom so much.


Stella gets up and pulls his mug out from a drawer, explaining that it kept reminding her that he was gone, so one day she just put it away.

Walker’s willingness to acknowledge how he’s been messing up to both his children is a first step to healing the rift between them, and opens the door to Stella going with him to dig up the handprints on the walk of the old house, side by side. The block cracks as Stella digs and she crumples, bursting into tears.

Walker: It’s okay, just because it’s broken doesn’t mean we can’t take it with us.

She cries in his arms, finally letting her father comfort her.

It’s a little heavy handed with the ‘just because it’s broken’ line referring to all of them as well, but it’s still a nice sentiment. Just because someone is gone or something is gone doesn’t mean we can’t take the memories with us, and hang onto the happy times. Grief adaptation is a mix of hanging on and starting over, and the Walker family is traversing that back and forth.

Walker’s mom (Molly Hagan) reminds his dad (Mitch Pileggi) that even adult children need some attention from their fathers sometimes, and that Walker, like August, keeps a lot inside. That prompts Bonham to check on his son, and bring him something he made for his son: a new saddle, with a new saddlebag.

Bonham: Sometimes getting back to normal might mean starting fresh.

Walker (emotional): It’s beautiful, Daddy.

That’s the starting over part of grieving, and it’s a poignant little scene. Also the Walker fandom is enamored with how 6’5” Walker calls his father “Daddy”. For reasons.

The final scene actually made me tear up, not gonna lie. Stella and August are watching the film he’s put together, “What Texas Means To Me” by August Walker.  It’s scenes filmed by his mother, as she was teaching him photography. The whole family when the kids were little, August learning to ride, Walker holding the kids while they made those handprints.

August: I wanted to start with what she saw.

Walker struggles, the memories overwhelming, but he pushes through it and joins his kids instead of running away. There are tears in his eyes, but he manages a small smile.

Me too.

Before we end, a few shallow notes: Micki and Trey’s interrupted romantic interlude gave a grateful fandom lots of eye candy.  Walker’s propensity for single layers and well-fitting jeans after fifteen years of Sam Winchester’s shirt-flannel-jacket combos and baggier jeans are also widely appreciated.

Bonus points for us finally getting to meet Liam’s handsome fiancé, Bret, and for some Walker brothers wrestling as though they were Winchesters.  And because I think horses are just plain gorgeous, more bonus points for Texas Nightshade roaming the streets of Austin and Walker and Ramirez galloping to catch the bad guys.

Once again, I enjoyed this episode. Points for combining some humor with the drama, and for the beautiful shots of horses and Austin. Points for getting the emotional beats right and undertaking a realistic exploration of grief and loss and how we humans react to those. I’m enjoying watching Micki and Walker’s partnership solidify and damn that galloping in to save the day scene was memorable.

There were still points where the music was distracting and/or too loud, but not as many as in the pilot. And some things were heavy handed, but the points the show made were worthwhile.  There were also a few Supernatural shout outs, which I had complicated feelings about. The initials carved into the saddlebag were immediately familiar to Supernatural fans as a call-back to Dean and Sam Winchester’s initials carved into the Impala, and later into the table at the bunker. That’s an image with a lot of emotional resonance for me, and I’m still not done missing Supernatural, so my knee jerk reaction was NOPE NOT READY. Then again, I do love that Jared’s still missing Supernatural too, and the call backs are a way to convey that (as well as Walker and Emily’s bond).

Caps posted by EW’s Sam Highfill

Where will we go from here? I think the fact that both mysteries that Cordell has been chasing have been solved so quickly means that bigger ones will no doubt take their place, so I’m curious to see where that takes us.  But mostly I want to see how these characters continue to deal with the complex challenges and losses and emotions that make them seem very human.

See you next week for Episode 3!

Caps by homeofthenutty

— Lynn

You can read Jared Padalecki’s own personal story

in the chapter he wrote in Family Don’t End With Blood,

and his and the other Supernatural  actors’ thoughts on the

show’s legacy in There’ll Be Peace When  You Are Done.

Links here or at peacewhenyouaredone.com





13 thoughts on “‘Walker’ Gets Back In The Saddle with Episode 2

  • Also the girl signing up August’s project is called Ruby. The authenticity of the manure right back to Frontierland. I like the show. Jared plays emotions well. The music is still not balanced.

  • It’s so great to have a show to look forward to watching-especially on Thursday nights. So far, I’m liking this one. It’s not a typical procedure cop show (yay!) and although I had to look up what Queso is, I found the majority of the show was very identifiable.

    Two things that I noticed- 1 was that if Texas Nightshade was injured, how was Walker and his partner able to ride him? Weird thing to think I know, but it kind of struck me right away.

    The other thing was the anger. Walker has a lot of- not really that buried, anger. His fight with his brother, his frustration with Stella having a party. I’m a bit worried about whether that’s going to stay buried or all hell is going to break loose.

    Did I mention how nice it is to have a show I enjoy watching on Thursday nights? And with Jared Padalecki and a very interesting cast too!

    • I also had a moment of ‘wait, can you ride an injured horse in a flat out gallop?’ but then thought that maybe I missed the nature of the injury and it was something that precluded racing but not other riding? I need to go rewatch now lol

  • Lynn, I always enjoyed your Supernatural reviews so much. Now I am so happy you’re doing the same with Walker. Thank you.

    • I’m so happy to have a show to dig into again – though nothing will ever truly ‘replace’ Supernatural!

  • I appreciate you pointing out the way that Stella and August are dealing with their grief and how appropriate it is. Usually I dislike characters like Stella, the rebellious teenager type, because I find them so annoying. However her behaviour makes so much sense in light of what she’s going through. And I just always want to give August a big hug. Hard to say which one I feel for more.

    This may just be me – I’m getting irritated with Walker but I THINK I’m supposed to be. His behaviour definitely leaves much room for improvement, and there were several times in the episode where I wanted to slap him in the back of the head and say Do Better! I kind of appreciate that I’m not supposed to love the star of the show right off the bat. I think once he does start improving and treating his family better, our love for him will feel earned. Seems to be a very interesting approach to character development.

    • I agree with you. I’d rather have a complicated character with room for evolution and change and take that journey with him than a stereotypical ‘hero’. Jared’s up to the task of a nuanced enough portrayal that I think it can really work.

  • A better episode this week, still a bit busy but the story was solid.
    Beautiful horses and the story resonated , the things that happen to unattended stables and what abuses are done to animals for money. Sadly the resolution was too easy , but given it’s only second episode I’ll hand wave.

    Amazing stunt work although at times it was obvious it was the stunt double, but who cares because it was quality work. I feel like I’ll be watching this show more for the behind the scenes stuff like the camera work and the stunt work because they’re good.

    Thank goodness Mitch was finally given a bit more to do this week and he used the opportunity like the professional he is to make an impact. Captain James is interesting and I like he’s not giving Walker a pass on his poor conduct and poor attitude to his job because it could get him or his partner in serious trouble.

    Stella and Walker are cut from same cloth, and very focused on their own problems at the moment showing in their angry outbursts than they are probably more alike than they want to admit. Shades of Sam and John Winchester huh?

    • There are definitely Winchester shades in there, yes. I agree with you about the riding and stunt work – I can watch beautiful horses happily any time!

  • Thank you, Lynn.
    I am loving Walker. I cannot bring myself to watch Supernatural at the moment. Missing my beautiful Sam so much. Missing Sam and Dean. I believe I understand why Cordell disappeared.

    Am overjoyed to have such a fantastic quality new program to watch with different characters but with the beautiful familiar face of Jared Padalecki. It’s almost like he knew that seeing him as a cowboy would help me get through the pain of losing Sam! ❤️

    One of the things I love about Walker is the way my heart engages with the characters as well as my head with the story. I feel like I can feel what he and they are going through. Looking forward to the rest of the series – and a day when the CW makes it easier to watch internationally(!)
    Sue x

    • I applaud your persistence in watching even when it isn’t easy – here’s hoping it gets easier! I agree, it’s wonderful to have a show engage both your heart and your mind. Supernatural spoiled me in alot of ways, including that one. I’m glad to have another show to engage with like that – even if nothing will ever truly replace Supernatural in my heart.

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